Blockhead

I always wonder. Do people always start drinking and smoking when shit starts hitting the fan? Most likely, probably not all the time.
I might become a statistic though. Might being the keyword.  God, people have no idea how easy it is to think having a smoke or two a day can lighten the mood a bit.

But I'm not saying that I'm about to pick one up just yet.

Moving on ain't easy. Probably would be if I moved to a different city, maybe then it wouldn't be so difficult. Should I box up stuff? Maybe throw away or burn pictures and whatnot? Or would that be a totally bad thing and make me regret? Wah. Ignore this section.

...I gotta get back into religion. Maybe if I start reading the Bible and give up my time to Him, everything would go by breezy.

I had a Facebook for over 5 days before I decided today to deactivate it and one of my good, real friends posted something like
The battles you think are yours, are actually God's battles, so live your life filled with happiness.....

Something like that.
I would say it's motivational

I know I'm rambling, but it's a blog. I have to write how I think, right?
Anyway... here's another thought.

Though I may feel like friends don't exist, I still have one true bestie that stayed by my side since 4th grade. And to her, I want to say thank you. You were the only one that I confided. The only one that wouldn't judge me and respected me. The one who saw all the colors I had within myself. And the only one that I could talk about the childhood memories we had.

Like the day we were sitting in the kitchen when your little sister, in her cowgirl boots, came in crying because she peed her bed lol.

Good times.

I should go talk to that girl Christaaain. :)
Christine for short. ha.


Lawd, my jaw still hurts like crazy...maybe I did get in a fight and I had no clue.
Meh. listen to this song by Heartsrevolution

doesn't match the blogs... um...idk. It's rambling music. And I like it.

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